Going Insane.

I can't believe that I'll be graduating soon, it seems so unreal. Nines years ago I started on a long wonderful journey, the thinking I would ever Finnish was unreal to me. It is going to be so hard the last month before the big day. I love ASJ so much, and the fact is that we are the last graduating class. It's so hard to think that, what am I going to do with out my ASJ. I mean I know I'm ready for college (I've had the best people ever help me prepare for it), but the story remains the same. I know it will be hard at first, but I do think that It will be easier, its a good thing I'll be somewhere just as great as ASJ. I'm going to CMSV next year, very excited about that. When I feel that my journey is coming to an end, a new one opens up. People always ask "what will you miss the most about ASJ?" I can never answer it, because there's just to much to say. From Merit Programs to Merit slips (I received about a billions of those in the lower school! To Jr. High to high school. From all the teachers that I have ever met, I always laugh because I know some of the teachers so well, even the one that have never-ever taught me. When I was little I always tried to make a teacher happy, it didn't matter if they were the worst/meanest/most unfair teacher alive, know that this was PRE-ASJ time. At ASJ, I didn't need to try hard to have a teacher like me, their just that amazing. Oh my God, I'm getting all teary. Ok I think I'm going to stop before I turn on the faucets...you know what I mean.

TTYL MY DEAR FRIENDS!

~*~ Academy Girl~*~

Once again....I'm at school.

I'm here with my Sasha who is eating cheese thingies......^.^. We have to be quiet cause we're in a classroom........hehehe, so I'll be loud here.....OMG SASHA HOW ARE YOU??!?!?!?! shes good. So yesterday was hot as hell, I tried to stay cool by staying in my cave, but it got just as hot as it was outside. ok I'm tired of typing, so here are some random icons.

bored a fricken ever.....though I should be doing....stuff

Let's start it off with, are you available?
yeah

What school does the last person you kissed attend?
idk where lol XD

Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
yes

Have you ever thought you were gonna die?
yes

What are you currently hearing right now?

My ipod and the fan

Is it hard for you to get over someone?
yes

Were you happy when you woke up today?
ugh no becuase people annoy me when then call me at 8:30 in the morning

Do you keep a planner?
try to XD

What kind of mood are you in today?
pretty good one ^.^

Have you talked to a complete jerk today?
not yet XD

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
My mom?

Will this weekend be a good one?
this weekendd was a good weekend next week who knows

How late did you stay up last night and why?
um....12 ish......I was writing

Do you miss anyone?
yea

What did you realize today?
that people give me attitude around other people.

If you like someone, have you told them?
no

Is there anything in your past that you'd like to do again?
hells yeah

If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?
I guess

Do you have a friend that is a complete and total flirt around everyone?
um..yeah

Would you rather go back a week or go forwards?
back....i'm not ready for the "big" day

Are you in a good mood right now?
um...yeah

When was the last time you saw the last person you kissed?

idk...its been a while

Which of your parents did you see last?
mum

You stand how tall from the ground?
4'10 1/2 (SHUT UP PEOPLE!)

Can you count your serious relationships on one hand?
yeah

Kissed anyone with the name starting with an A, T, D, S, J or M?
yeah

Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
omg yeah

Do you hope your children are like you one day?
lol yeah....^.^

Has anyone told you they would never leave and left?
...yes....ug htat bugs the SHIT outta me

Would you ever smile at a stranger?
um./...yea?

How long have you liked the person you do?
since forver.

Can you describe your father in one word?

fucker

Have you ever thrown a shoe at someone?
yes!!!!

Are you one of those twilight crazy people?
I ONLY LIKE CARLISLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How often do you raise your hand in class and answer a question?
um...when I know it XD

How did you and your number 1 become friends?
number one? yo this isn't myspace.

Have you held hands with anyone recently?
I hate holding hands.........but i did last week during cullinry

Do you call people douchebags?

HAHAHA depends who they are....omg....HAHA

December, what was your love life like?
sucked

Do you have someone who you can completely be yourself around?
a few

Are you usually the first to say you're sorry in a fight or last?
first

Honestly how many people have you truly fallen for?
2

Will this week be good?
um...idk

Have you ever thought you liked someone and then found out that you really didn't?
um not really

Do you drink water?
yes

Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Probabily

Expecting something to change in the next month?
yeah my cell phone.

I'm scared.

I'm not a hundred percent sure why, but The Pit and the Pendulum thing has me really freaked out. I was watching the old movie about it on youtube and I got really scared. I dont have many fears but when ever I think about the pit and the pendulum I flip. I blame Mrs. Geraghty, ever since tenth grade when she first gave me the movie to watch I've been scared. The extremely weird thing is that, I've every possible horror movie out there and my reaction was nothing, this Holy crap.  I've read alot of Edgar Allan Poe stories, but none seem to be as freaky as this story. Even the tell-tale heart wasn't even that bad. Idk......I'm just a little freaked out thats all. Well it's getting late, so I'm heading off to bed....and try and sleep.......Luncheon thingie tomorrow <3

xoxox

Courtnerizer

Somewhat Bored.

Its around 11:16 am and I'm in school wating for Religion to start. The most devastating thing happened, our little ASJ sign in front of our school is gone! I'm like WTF??!?!?!?! tomorrow is the alumne luncheon, some pretty fun stuff. anywho so you know what I was thinking? My mind has run out of words to say for now...but here are some pretty pictures to make you smile....

The EYE.

So today I had a very freaky/intresting English Class. See, we've been reading these short stories and one of them was called the Tell Tale Heart and Mrs. Geraghty was so excited because she wanted to read it, so she did. Kind of Bummed cause I wanted to read it but nvm that. So she was reading it and well shes very good at Dramatizing stories. So she was movin around and what not, and seriously my blood went cold a few times. You know though what I dont get it that why would a man killed a guy because of his eye? Yeah it might be creepy looking but does that even matter? I totally think he is insane BTW. Hear the heart beating faster and faster and louder! HAHAHAHAHAHA XD I love english class. <3

They Found Me!

Ok guys last night was freakin crazy. It was a little after ten and my mom was like "do you hear Helicopters?" Now knowing me I took off for the second floor, we have a roof deck thingie which is fun to go on......anywho so I ran up stairs and went out side. Now I saw two Helicopter and all they were doing was circle south amityville. I was like oooooohhhhh cccrraapp. It went around a few times but then....it was coming near my house and it was shiney a freakin light on me. I looked like a deer in head lights. I ran inside, my heart racing.....IDK why they were out there last night but what ever they were doing......lol......

So its almost 6 Cuddles got really sick a little while ago soI'm staying up to see if she gets sick again. I have to get ready at 6 because what do i have today?? SCHOOL! whhoopee anywho
TTYL MY DEAR FRIENDS!
~*~Academy Girl~*~

English Class.

So its 12:49 p.m. and I'm English.....well not my English class it's the freshman (or Fresh monsters as Mrs. G calls them) You know it always get me thinking, English, will anyone be perfect in the main subject? I mean even I'm not perfect, I'm good at it....the literature part not the whole grammar part. Listening to Mrs. G reading Fahrenheit 451, it's about buring books! I dont get it why read a book about burning such precious items! Anywho back to English, I mean are "English" teachers perfect at Englsih? I 'm yeah the act like they knew EVERYTHING that ever happened in the English world, but I think there are more secrets that even they don't know.

When i was in ninth grade, I really wanted to become an english teacher, but then thinking if I did I don't think I would be teaching Grammar because well it's not my best. Then it got me thinking, do i really have the patience for children? Yeah well not really unless they were my own. I do love english as a subject, but never for my future.

Well I might write when I'm older, the presence of my school, is something that I know I could write, and I have but those stories will never leave my house, I have go reasons for it. Heh!

I think I could write the next great american novel. HAHAH wouldn't that be great. The things I could write about that has to do with ASJ (Academy of St. Joseph). Now that I think about it, I think I really could do that. Hmm.....maybe I will. Lets just wait and see.

TTYL MY DEAR FRIENDS!
~*~ Academy Girl ~*~

Did I mention dreams?

I was watching Twilight today and all I felt as if I was watching someone dreams. It was just so unreal even though it was indeed a move ere go it was not real. But I did start thinking, could you watch other peoples dreams with out realizing it? If you can then I'm in big trouble. I was talking to another Friend about her dreams and even though she was telling me about it, I just couldn't get into it. Dreams always seem to amaze me, and the weird thing is 80% of the dreams take place at my school.
I've had many dreams where it will be focus on two people me and someone else whether it's a really good friend a teacher or some stranger. 90% of the time the person is trying to eat me or something like that. It's really werid, I think it was two or three nights ago I had this dream that I was running through the hallways at asj and it was really foggy which is weird because I was "inside" the school. All I saw was a very tall person wereing all Black and it wasn't running it was gliding.....well.....then it just goes blank. My friend Linda and I got about them because she says it means I'll probably die at school. Oh fun!
Anyways it's getting late and of course guess where I get to go tomorrow?!?!?! Wanna know.....SCHOOL!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I love ASJ so it's ok really lol!
TTYL MY DEAR FRIENDS
~*~ACADEMY GIRL~*~