Heartaches

I want the pain to go away.........Live.Laugh.ASJ

.....11 days........

As I sit in my room trying to study, I decided to stop and BLOG! This weekend was soo freakin boring, to start it off I was sick, I still have the stupid infection in my mouth, I have a bad cold...and "other" things. I was supose to go to the beach with this guy i met, but, no I couldn't cause i was sick. So so far I have spent over 8 hours studying....if I dont do well on my final....there will be HELL to pay! Though, there was something that happened that was good, last night I watched The Pit and the Pendulum with some friends.....it was AWSOME! Best movie ever freakin made.....Vincent Price = Amazing.....anyways going to get my hair done....ttyl!

......14 days......

   ~*~ Live.Laugh.ASJ ~*~

I have a confession

I kind of wish Adam had won........

Today is the day....

So Today is my final day of classes as a Senior.....I can't believe it one bit......nope I'm still a freshman.....the good news of this is that I havn't cried yet......^.~ It's a little shocking......so I have to have more people sign my shirt......hehehe.........Today we get to ride in cars and honk ours horns....*HONK HONK* ^.^.........then I do come back on tuesday for one final think the lord....anywho......gtg....I'll ttyl <3

I try to be so strong lately but when I got home today, I cried. I did. I dont care what you think or say. Today was so difficult, Me and a couple of friend were helping clean out on of the classrooms. I never really knew how much memories were in each room. From conduct referals to old tests/ homeworks papers. I still can't see the classrooms bare. Ugh, it's drving me crazy! All I want to do is turn back time and stop from this ever happening. You know what makes my heart ache? Is when we received the blankets, it had 1856-2009. It sound likes it died. I think we should be embracing the fact that it will never be gone. ASJ isn't a building, it's a spirit that lives in every one off us. So yes the building may be shutting it's doors but we're not shutting our doors on asj. ASJ.........forever in our hearts. I'm lucky to have been touched by it's magic.
~Courtney~ Senior~2009~
Live.Laugh.ASJ.

Ok this has gone far enough......

I have been so patient with the juniors, but now I'm done. So I put a post about asj and it was how I can't believe it's closing....yadda yadda yadda.....and I said this one thing about how we're the last graduating class.....well I check my comments I received one by a junior saying "actually we're the last graduating class" That got me so pissed, we are all fucking graduationg and it annoys the heck out of me that it has to been a compatition on who graduate last. Just because the ceremony is right after ours, doesn't mean shit.
We're SUPPOSED to be a family, but after this year.......it seems all that matters is who is graduating first. Their still juniors and we're still seniors, yes they get the some of the privilages as we do that doesn't change the fact. I'm sorry if I'm sounding selffish but so what, every time I here someone from the Junior class ranting about us, I just let it go, now......IDK.........I love asj to much to be fighting, but you seriously need to stop saying who's graduating last.....I'm SO SICK OF IT!

ADHD comes with it's perks.

So today, I'm going to be honored for my ADHD. How exciting is that? I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was in first grade when my mom and my teacher Ms. Harrington knew that I something wasnt right. I wasn't like everyone else, I wasn't able to sit down and do homework....no no that was not me at all. I would be the one staring off into space or saw something more intresting then my homework. So you may think thats not that bad, but it was. In school I could never sit still for more than a minute, I was always walking around. I didn't do it on purpose I just could help myself. My mom originally thought that maybe I had something was wrong with my brain. Nope it's just ADHD. I was put on medication for it, once in the morning and once during the day. It worked....alittle but I was still hyper and still had trouble concentrating. years go by now and I started at a new school with new teachers. yeah they knew I had ADHD but, they actually helped. I was still hypers but then over the years i started to calm down a lot, but my concertation was still shot. Now I'm a senior, going to a great college and with a scholarship from CHADD. It just shows you even if you have ADHD you can still go far.

Red and wihite just runs through my veins.

Yes people, another ASJ blog lol. Today someone asked me why I was such a school girl. I told them I wasn't a school girl, I was an Academy girl theres a big difference. I don't think I ever have to give a reason why I have such a heart for ASJ, I just do. I told the person that I have red and white flowing through my veins (It's ASJs school colors if you didnt know). I'm so sick of people asking me why I love ASJ, so here is my answer to every person who has ever aksed me. ASJ has impacted me soooooo much and because I do. I Love ASJ, it's that simple. Today I had a CSE meeting, and it was amazing to here the things from the people who were there. I guess I can say I have come along way, I give credit to asj because they helped a lot. ok ok lol I'm done talking because I want to finnish the Hamlet essay tonight before bed. I'll TTYL <3

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