Yep Yep Kiddies I'm back.
I'm sick lol whats new right?
Anyway......
Dreams are such an amazing thing.
There are so many types of dream you can have
but they all represent you....(Thanks D.W. for teaching me that lol)
No matter who you see...that person is you.
Dreams are always telling you something.
Lately I have had dreams on betrayel
and to be honest I have been betrayed many
times this year. I my heart still hurts for at least one of them.
but besides that, it's who i see. I mean it's scary to think that
one of the only people I trust betrays me in my dreams.
its very scary.

but besides that. I dont know who to trust anymore. I've been hurt so many times, i dont know what a good feeling is anymore.
I guess when your heart is broken by the person who gave you like...can really ruin you.
My secret I cry almost everyday because of it. People tell me i should move on, how can i? How can i move on knowing that the next time i here from her....it wont even be her it will be someone telling me she died.
Ugh...my random blog lol
Ok ill start blogging more at least once a week.
Though this week i have a story to tell you.
love you