GGRRRRRRR..................................
These are the times that I hate myself the most.
These fianls I only have four, but they give me the biggest anxiety.
A never ending fear that I will never do well enough for OTHER people.......
see? See what I just said? OTHER PEOPLE. I never think about how i do for myself.
I guess after many years of trying impress people...its just sticks. I mean I am really nice.
I can get along with pretty much anyone. My problem is that I try to please everyone I know.
Even people who know me so well. I still try. I've already made the impression on them. They know who I am and what I am like.
I never take time for myself...and if I do it's probably catching up on so major sleep.
I cant wait for this semester to be over. I swear the first day I'm off....wait no...that wont work....I'm getting my wisdom teeth out......the day after THAT....I'll sleep all day! hahaha.
Oy.....along with final and getting sooo nervous about the stupid wisdom teeth, cause GOD FORRBID that I have a normal thing down and get them pulled out....no.......I get my mouth cut opened......and well fun shit. At least they are putting me out for the procedure. I was so sick the last time after I got my bottoms one outs....FUCK THIS....hahaha.


On the bright side..... 23 DAYS TILL MICHIGAN!!!!!! it will be nice to get out of the state.......
Dont miss me too much darlings hahahah <3 <3

Night, 8;30 final wish me luck!
XOXOXO
CACC