I miss rachel!

Severus.....

Why would you do this?!?! I lost you to the death eaters. I loved you! Why would you kill dumbledor??!?!?!?! What are you trying to prove? Draco was supose to kill him!!! Not you! If you knew my feeling for you, would it be different? Would you be here with me and not with Lord Voldermort? Yes I said his name, I know I can beat him. He can't even kill a fucking baby.

I love you Severus, if I told you that.....would you have stayed? When Harry returned I told you to stay. I wish I had said those three words, but I didn't and now it's too late.

The man I see in the picture is not the man I love. Your eyes are colder then ever. I wish you knew this. I CRIED, not because Dumbledor was dead, it was because you had killed him? If I see you again, would you kill me and your friends? Should we be afraid more than worried?

I love you.

guys i'm not crazy......its RP ok lol dont worry I havn't gone....that....crazy

bye

.....CMSV HERE IS COME!

Orentation tomorrow....wish me luck!

HOLY FRICK OF NATURE!

I can't believe I will be in college in August.....pinch me

CMSV Class of 2013!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry

I'm sorry for what I said, You know I wasn't proving anything to anyone. Yet I seem to be screwing up anyways. I deleted what I wrote. I kno it was nasty, but the only reason you saw it was because you were logged on to the site, which showed all of them, even the ones that are privite. That entry was privite. No one saw what I wrote but you and me. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. This is not the worst thing I've ever done. Plus it's privite so no one saw. I was so frustrated by that week that I took it out on you. I'm sorry

Meeeezzzzz

I've offically cleaned my room......(part one)

Well, I mean it's just about down, it was mainly going through my closet behind my closet. Over the past years at ASJ, I've collected every piece of paper or thing that I received and I shoved it into my closest behind my closet. I made a pact with myself, that I would empty it out after I graduate. Nine years later I finally graduate and I open my little area to find two HUGE boxes filled with "stuff". So, I spent this weekend going through it all. So many memories that I had just came back like they had happened yesterday. I found all the dreaded notes that a teacher would write out saying I was missing stuff, to my mom of course. Then I found my "Student of the Month" pins which made me laugh. I found letters that I wrote to my therapist saying I was not ready for "Jr. High". Reading those papers made me really think, because if I had followed what I had wrote, I would not be graduating with my class...I'd be graduating with the Juniors. I'm so happy I didn't listen to the people who told me I shouldn't move on. I found my paper on "Why or why not we should wear uniforms" I wrote that in 8th grade, we had this whole debate about the subject, I was Pro uniform....not a lot of people were pro, but I didn't care. Then can freshman year, I had all the notes that Linda and I would pass or write in my notebook during class, it was AWSOME! What really made me laugh was my english binder from freshman year. It was the only organized thing I had that year, because the teacher would eat us if it wasn't organized. I went through all the papers in the binder just laughing because I actually remembered what I was taught that year....OMG FTW! And then I saw the very last page was the thing called "Missing Assignments" she would write down what assignment we were missing and then be all like "shame on you...go die!" I'm kidding of course about the shame on you part....XD but but but but but but, the funny thing was she only wrote one assignment down......I'm like WTF man.......WTF! XD.....I love my years at asj........I'm to lazy to continue so I'm gonna sleep..TBC....<3

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