Okay so...who wants to here about my Life?!?! No? Well too bad it's my blog!
lol
Anywho so my last blog was in November.....to many things have been happening.
here is the list

• Christmas Vacation
• Met my birthmother
• Got Kick out of my college.
• Appealed my dismisal
• They decided to suspend me.
• Got a boyfriend
• Got dumped over facebook
• and my depression come back with extras!

So yes this is how it's been. Oh meeting my birthmother was a real treat for me...not. I was soooo postive that everything would go great. It did not. We never clicked. I mean we were doing so well before I met her in person. We would always talk on the phone. But every since we met in person. It's never been the same. I acutally came home a day early because we never clicked. My heart was beaten up. But of course it gets better. She pretty much told me that she doesnt want to talk to me anymore. That was January. and it's now March. She also had her friend harassing me becuase I was the selfish and never actually took time and understood my mom. First off, it's not my fault we didnt click. And she told me way too much. I dont know it was way more then I can handle.

When I got home from the whole birthmother meet. I got my dismisal letter. (it was the day after I had gotten back) I was devestated. I thought for sure that I would be a academic probabtion that was it. When I found out, I called My academic advisor and Kim who it the head of the Academic Resource Center. They were blindsided by the whole thing. We had to right an appeal about it. And fast, we were past the cut off date. I was at such a panic with it. But of course even with the appeal. I didnt get to go back this semester. BUT BUT BUT! I am able to go back in september if I take some course and get my GPA up. Start over with a clean slate. So I was very happy about that.

So yes these past few month have not been the best. But spring is in the air and I can feel myself starting to emotionally heal from everything.

I'll also be blogging a lot more. It's great to just get everything out.

Well that's enough for one day.

TTYL

~*~ Academy Girl ~*~